A CONVO OVER COFFEE
WHERE DOES THIS CREATIVITY AND MOTIVATION COME FROM?
I won the genetic lottery, its random, luck.
HOW DOES ADVENTURING AND FIRE FIGHTING RELATE TO ART?
All three are about taking a calculated risk.
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WHAT'S THE SCARIEST THING YOU EVER DID?
Fell in love.
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"Caffeine, treadmill for the brain."
How would you describe your creative process?
I work with a practiced level of concentration while at
the same time I'm relaxed and ready to respond honestly
to what I discover when I'm playing the guitar.
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So the music comes first?
Almost always, what I hear is what I feel and it's my
emotional response that sets things in motion. I'm playing and concentrating but I'm not thinking, I'm being honest and expressive and letting the music come through from wherever it's coming.
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Any ideas on where it all comes from?
Well, I believe in the intelligence of life and within that fabric
I ended up with an aptitude for processing then writing about
the human experience part of which is expressing ourselves
and connecting with others.
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Music and all art then is the universal language.
Definitely, authenticity inspires and unites us because its
relatable to our deeper selves and it triggers that 'knowing within' we all share. I'm familiar in small ways with the most ​
famous paintings but that didn't stop me from appreciating Rembrandt's Storm on the Sea of Galilee. The faces of the
men in the painting are small compared to the size of the work but their thoughts are clear and the viewer can't help
but relate and empathize with their situation.
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How do the lyrics come about?
With each song it's so different. Some come
right away others need more time and
attention. Either way I enjoy the process
and using my imagination.
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What decides how the song will be produced?
​​​​ It begins with establishing the tempo then creating a click
track with a kick and snare sound that best describes the
energy level of the story. The voice and tone of the bass is
selected by its punch and how it blends in with the kick.
Once the rhythm section is established and the arrangement
is working it becomes easier and more intuitive to add other instrumentation.
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When do you know the song is finished?
I don't go forward unless I'm happy that all parts of the
recording are my best. By the time the rhythm guitar part
is recorded I know if the arrangement is working so from there I commit to the story and follow it to it's logical end.
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How is your creativity and the fire department similiar?
An emergency doesn't offer time to think so you need to
respond immediately and act with purpose. Being creative
isn't an emergency but like a fire scene ideas are immediate, hot and fast so it requires a level of spontaneity and
confidence to be successful.
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What keeps an emergency scene together?
When you train with intent and accurately identify the priorities at the scene then you'll see what opportunities
are available and how best to deploy resources and people. Once that's in play you then have actions to
focus on.
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How do you avoid being overwhelmed?
Being familiar with certain fire behaviours gives you the edge because you're able to quickly identify threats and decide on being either offensive or defensive. Also, having
the support of well trained people helps.
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What does it mean to be a professional?
Every decision I made was peer reviewed and each year
there was a list of re-certifications so I was expected to consistently perform at the highest levels. The little success I've had with my art is because I understood how to apply these fundamentals to being creative. As a result I was
taken seriously.
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What are some of your musical influences?
I graduated in 1972 so that's where I'm coming from
but I enjoy any music that has relatable emotional
content.
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What's your biggest achievement with your art?
Raising over 35K for the White Helmets in
Syria in 2015.
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How did you get involved?
Caught the news clip, got angry and responded.
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What's the biggest take away from the fire department?
There were a lot of personal moments with all kinds of
people suffering and in need of help. I didn't always want to see what was in front of me but someone has to step up and this real connection with strangers stays with me.
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What's the take away from adventuring?
The climbing partnerships and experiencing the highest levels of trust that we had in each other. It was this shared experience I wanted.
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You have each other's lives in your hands.
Indeed, the insecurity in climbing comes from those conditions that can't be anticipated but the security
comes from those unspoken words like whatever
happens we'll act together.
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How do you manage fear?
With climbing I knew what my limits were so I knew
I could find a way up or down if I stayed focused.
Fire fighting is different and gives you the extra
challenge of an immediate decision which is either
going be the right one or the wrong one. The fear
part of this is the fact your decision is going to
keep people safe or put them in harms way. In response
to this responsibility I was hyper vigilante in my training and preparation. Over the years acquired skills and experience helps as well.
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​​​What's the take away from Outward Bound?
As a student their 3 principals, to serve,
to strive and not to yield vibrated the threads
of my soul to say the least. Especially to strive
which emphasized the importance of trying. As an instructor it was satisfying to help people overcome a challenge they believed wasn't possible. The spontaneous joy at achieving the milestone also reveals what I called the 'deeper you'.
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What's life like in a fire hall?
It has a lot of dynamic tension to it, you need
to be relaxed but also ready to perform at your
best in the time it takes to arrive on scene.
Saving a life must demand the most from you.
It does and it's intense for everyone. Often it isn't just
what you see but what you hear and smell meaning these
bigger events can stay with you longer. I made a point
of giving people the best chance of rescue and recovery
which helped me deal with the outcomes, good or not.
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People look up to fire fighters and see them as heroes.
We're not heroes but well trained people. To me the heroes are the ones who witness an emergency and act without waiting for us to arrive. That impresses me, they're great human beings.
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You still go towards danger lights and siren.
True, but even that is calculated. As soon as I hear
the address I begin thinking of what I know of the area
in ​terms of where is the closest water source and what
kind of water pressure can I expect. Also, what are the
options in terms of access and are there restrictions for
the ladder truck? We do a lot of pre planning and property inspections so we end up with meaningful first hand knowledge of our area which also helps.
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Driving a fire truck is not something everyone gets to do.
There's a saying around the hall that nothing good comes
from driving. These trucks are big and don't stop as easily
as a car. In every aspect of the job you're held accountable
and no role is more important than driving. I knew what was expected of me and I delivered so all went well. I'm a
truck guy anyway so I was right where I wanted to be.
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Did you dream as a kid of driving a fire truck?
I grew up watching rescue shows like the 'Whirly Birds'
and Rescue 8 and I felt a connection to the role of helping people. I worked in the world of mountain rescue and
wilderness first aid, although I didn't know it then, but this experience was going to lead to being a fire fighter.
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How old were you when you were hired?
31, and like each decade it brings with it a moment when
you reassess your place and decide if where you're headed
is really where you want to go. I didn't really want to leave
my climbing partnerships behind but I felt there were other opportunities out there and I wanted to know what they were. ​
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Any regrets?
No, the fire department gave me more than I bargained for
in terms of another real connection with people, a community and the opportunity of working with another great group of men and women.
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More than you bargained for, like what?
I witnessed many scenes of bravery by people seriously
hurt yet they kept their composure and were patient as we
worked out their rescue. It was their trust in us that I found
so humbling.
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How controversial was it when women were hired?
For some it was a problem but I learned to climb in the
mid seventies from women as well as men so I had no
gender issues. What they lack in physical strength is
easily made up by a dependable and consistent team effort.
What about carrying somebody out of a fire?
Well to begin with that's a myth, this idea of lifting
an unconscious person and slinging them over your
shoulder doesn't work because it's extremely awkward.
Adrenalin helps but it has limitations. Dragging someone
is still hard but if you're going to make the rescue it's the
only way. ​
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Was retirement a difficult decision?
A little, the crew in my last years of being a Captain
were self motivated people and believed in my system.
I treated them as adults and they responded. Also, on the
fire ground they knew that their safety was always on my
mind. I made decisions that made sense and that's really what it comes down to, so yes, it was difficult to leave that behind but it was time and I left on my terms.
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Do you miss it?
Honestly I don't. It was a relief in a way to finally remove
the burden of responsibility. Just like at age 31 there came
that moment of reflection when I realized that after having
all my professional decisions peer reviewed and all the concerns for the safety of the crew I had achieved a level
of credibility. That was always important to me so leaving on my terms was a smart play. Once I made the decision some folks began expressing things like, "hate to see you go" or,
"you were one of the good ones" that I realized they still
liked me and what better time is there to go.
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Where were you when the attacks happened on 9/11?
Having breakfast at friend's restaurant enjoying the company ​
of half a dozen regulars. A small tv was on in the background
and from this benign setting we were, along with the rest of the world, pulled into the darkest shadows of humanity.
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What were your first thoughts?
Same as everyone else's, how can this be? Then as events
unfolded and we watched the dangers escalating everyone
in the restaurant shared, again what the world was experiencing, a deep distress and sadness.
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You must have felt a fellowship with the FDNY.
It was hard not to, no one prepares for or can even imagine a scene so destructive especially one that involves so many people in need of rescue. Their training and experience could only take them so far. I watched as they arranged themselves
within the structure of incident command and did their best
to respond to those people who were within their reach and those who had the best chance of being rescued.
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So they knew people were going to be left behind?
Unfortunately, yes. As I watched it was obvious those above the fire floors wouldn't be going home. We have a 15 floor apartment building in Delta and we drilled regularly in moving equipment and ourselves up the stairwells. It takes time especially in full gear, the twin towers had 110 floors, that's over 1300' with many paths of egress destroyed and over 20,000 people in both towers filling the escape routes.
It took responding fire fighters an hour to reach the 30th floor. By that time they would've understood how bleak the scene was and the longer it went on the responders would've known that because they were so committed that they weren't going home either.
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Isn't there a heroism in that?
Without question but most fire fighters never experience that
higher level call to duty. We're ready to respond to it and that
is the essence of fire fighting however 911 was so far from
people's minds.
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Did 9/11 change the way you look at the job?
No, in fact it strengthened my resolve and commitment to give
those in need the best chance of rescue. When emergencies happen someone has to help and that means being all in.
I can live with that.
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Being 'all in' is a common theme with you.
It's the experience I wanted in life. The calculated risk is
the one worth taking and the thrill often overcame the fear.
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What are your thoughts on these record setting wild fires?
I've been advocating for the enhancement of public
education with emphasis on the best defence being
early and voluntary evacuation. Residents need to take
some responsibility and pay attention to fires that have
strong winds and high temperatures accompanying them.
This is especially true of areas experiencing drought
conditions.
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Is your home town of Whistler vulnerable to a large fire?
Yes, it has the advantage of a lake large enough to support
air tankers and there are the other necessary resources
close by. However, as I pointed out to some whom I thought
were over confident and ready to 'draw a line in the sand',
that we've already experienced heavy smoke conditions that reduced visibility to the point that no air craft are flying. When this happens the fire will go where it wants. That's when the shit storm happens. In those heavy smoke conditions I'm
ready to act by following through with an early and voluntary evacuation.
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Any songs come about from these large fires?
Yes, during the 2003 fire in Kelowna a song
called, 'Running'. I was on holidays and
across the lake when the fire started. For
the next 10 days I watched as it grew in
size and intensity. At its peak I wrote the song and recorded the reporting and live phone in conversations on the radio. What you hear in the song are those sound bites.
What's aspects of being an artist do you enjoy?
My mission statement for my art is, be honest be expressive. Staying true to this has become a meaningful experience regardless of commercial success.
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What are you thoughts on AI and art?
I'm in a race with AI to get my original art and thoughts in ​​
the public domain before it does. Luckily I had a head start.
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How do you define 'flow'?
Concentrating without thinking.
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And this the same place your ideas come from?
Yes, there's times when I get this feeling that we all get when someone out of view is looking at us. It's hard to ignore and I'll make an effort to concentrate on that feeling and see
where it leads.
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That sounds exciting.
For sure, the challenge is these moments are fleeting and they can quickly disappear, it's a lot like watching fireworks, they're suddenly there but they're gone just as fast as they came. You've got to be present and alert.
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Being present and alert sounds familiar.
Exactly, many attitudes and disciplines cross over between
the professions.
How do you know which way to go with an idea?
I trust the first expressions, that being mood and tempo,
then I allow myself to settle into that characterization. In
a lot of songs I'm drawing on personal experiences and in
others it's more observational. With both methods scenes
and their emotional content guide the way forward.
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Describe what a 'practiced level of concentration' means?
I keep my mind from getting lazy by making an effort to
keep it active. For example, as soon as I stepped into the
fire hall I was switched on. Once I walked out door then I turned it off. With all the responsibility and the many tasks
you're required to perform there's no shortage of subjects
to keep your mind active and ready.
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Coming up with original lyrics must be challenging.
For me it begins with be honest be expressive. After that
I work at it. ​
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It sounds like it's something you really enjoy.
This really is an empowering time for independent artists.
I'm ​lucky to be born in a time when the opportunities to record
at home and film independently became available.
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Have you ever had writers block?
What's that?
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How much did the challenges of life contribute to your art?
A lot. I started writing in my mid thirties and quickly
discovered that I had secrets I didn't know I had. It also became apparent that adversity reveals rather than builds character and if your character isn't coming through it means
it's time to grow up.
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Originality is hard to come by these days.
Bringing anything original or innovative into the world is exciting and having it be relatable is an unexpected but welcome reward.
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Some artists refer to their songs as their children.
I get that because of all the layers of care you give them
but for me the songs are more like souvenirs. There's a lot
of nostalgia attached to the 4 track recordings because they're so raw and expressive. The time in L.A. was so
unexpected and energizing that its unforgettable.
What do you mean by Analog Love, Techno Mind?
The first video camera I used was a rental from 7eleven and
as technology led us to digital I embraced it. The same is
true with the music, I started out recording on a boom box.
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How did Outdoor Living come about?
The need was there as the one film I found on Hypothermia consisted of do's & don't's which educates but doesn't inspire learning. Dramatic action does this really well.
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What are the challenges of this method of teaching?
Writing natural sounding dialogue and the believability
of the actors is what makes it work.
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Everyone is so authentic and the out takes are hilarious.
The guys would goof off right up to 'action' then
they would drop instantly into character like
Clooney and Pitt. Being yourself makes
everything easier.
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The fact no one had any acting experience is notable.
Things like speaking on the radio were second nature for Brian & Bob and being themselves was real easy for Tyler
and Doug.
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Education through entertainment was a success.
It was, signing broadcast agreements with 2 PBS stations was gratifying. They were genuinely excited about being part of the innovation and everyone involved was proud of the
team effort.
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And all the money is on the screen.
That's right, fortunately during a lift evacuation on Whistler
I met the Patagonia rep, he asked what I was filming, I told
him about Outdoor Living and on the spot he committed
to sending full sets of gear for everyone. Good things can
come from good intentions. Not always but this time it did.
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What were the years at 'Outward Bound' like?
It began in 1973 and went to1985 and I didn't want to be
anywhere else. Taking on the responsibility of people's
lives was the level of professionalism I was seeking. It's meant a lifetime of equal parts humility and equal parts
confidence.
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Those years also led to an invitation to climb Mt. Everest.
It did and they're also what got me the job with the Delta
Fire Department which meant giving up the Everest climb.
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Was that a hard decision?
It was because I would be helping a long time friend
achieve his goal of making the first handicap ascent
of Everest but by the time it came around I had already decided to change direction.
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Climbing Everest has become a crowded affair.
I never thought I would read a headline that called Everest
a tourist trap but sadly that's the way it's gone. When you
consider traditional climbing is about self sufficiency and
unwavering commitment its also predicated on sound judgement under duress at altitude. That takes time and
its importance shouldn't be underestimated.
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Any professional mountain misadventures?
No, all my decisions stood up and everyone went home.
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Any personal mountain misadventures?
Nothing serious until age 62 when I did a head jib off a
cliff while skiing and ended up fracturing my pelvis.
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How scary was that?
After I hit my head I ended up falling head first with my back facing the cliff. I was in the air long enough to think that tomorrow is ​probably going to start without me.
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Was it scarier than falling in love?
Nothing is more frightening than when you fall in love.
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Was that the end of skiing?
No, it was a closed fracture and didn't require surgery making it easier to recover. I was on my skis in 8 weeks. ​
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What are your thoughts on streaming?
Streaming makes access to music really easy which is a great thing. mp3's are higher quality from when they first came out so with a good set of headphones the listening experience is enjoyable. This generation will sacrifice
sound quality to have access to their music on their phones
which is understandable. What I find not so pleasing is how
artist's and their music are not fairly compensated by the
listener or streaming services.
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What other successes have you had with your art?
I've signed agreements with a publisher in L.A. who
has placed songs in film and T.V.
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How exciting is that?
It's an unexpected but welcome reward for sure. It's funny because the song in the film is playing in the background, so far in the background if you weren't listening for it you'd never know it was there.
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Any words for others pursuing their creativity?
Be honest be expressive and give yourself time to grow
into your process and your art. I can say from experience
that putting in a strong effort and achieving long term goals has a charm all its own.
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Are you a religious or spiritual person?
Spiritual in the sense that I have a conscience and don't need religion or a god. Ultimately I believe in the intelligence of life and helping others.
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Is this where the slogan, helping don't hurt comes from?
Yes, however you can't be naive about the world and I'm
very discretionary about who I support. I spent a lot of time finding out about the White Helmets and the videos on
YouTube were more than convincing so I knew this was a group I could and wanted to help.
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What do you mean the 'intelligence of life'?
To me it means the interconnectivity of nature of which
we're part of and the importance of sustainability and biodiversity. It refers to how changes in temperature
ventilate a termite hill or how a desert flower collects
water or how a lioness learns to hunt with her sisters.
Life has been around a long time over coming the odds
by expressing itself through plants, insects, animals and humans. Genetics, instincts and intuition are cornerstones
to our continued existence.
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Striving for a high standard is a common theme with you.
Getting it right when it counts is important and there's
always room for personal growth along with that. The less important flaws I have seem to win out more often than not but fortunately they mostly only hurt me.
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Care to share any of them?
I'm the king of faux pas and I should never be around
people without underarm protection.
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Are you a control freak?
I've been called that by people who haven't worked with
me and those who don't know me. People closer to me know I'm secure in my abilities so I'm not threatened by anyone and as a result I can listen to others and act for the greater
good. Also, I know I don't have all the answers and as Incident Command if I didn't have an answer then I had a radio to find someone who did. With the art I put my trust in my vision so I knew where I wanted to go. Quite the opposite of someone who is fixed and a 'hard ass'.
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Questions of mental health come up often with artists.
Legitimately so, creativity is a lot like the effort required to climb a serious mountain, you need to be all in but you also need to come back. I don't abuse any substance, I don't drink and best of all I'm not moody. The professional standards I've
been held to helped me to become emotionally grounded and reliable which also works not just in the art realm but in life.
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How did you make out during COVID?
I was 4 years into my recording project and experiencing
the most productive and creative time of my life so I was
already spending every day in the studio. The lock down
was restrictive but because I lived in a low density area I
was also outside as much as I wanted to be.
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What do you think of the way the lockdown was handled?
Canada was in a position to act ahead of it arrving but
they waited until it showed up in the community. That was
too late. In 24 hours we went from being busy with who ​
and what we loved to uncertainty and it didn't need to
go down like that.
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What would've been a better response?
We have something called the Canadian
Pandemic Influenza Preparedness. It's a
comprehensive document written after
MERS and SARS which provides operational ​
advice and technical guidance for the Health
Sector. It identifies the triggers points for a response and
this supports why I'm saying their response was too slow,
they weren't taking the advancement of the virus seriously. Canadians deserved the benefit of this document and the level of protection and care its designed to provide.
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Do you have any home truths you want to share?
I staked my 'claim', which means I was fortunate to know
what I wanted in life. I watched my side of the street and
got it right when it counted. That continues to work for me.
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How did you deal with grief?
The first time around I slowly realized that it's ok in the first
3 months to both hang on to and feel the pain but after 3 months I needed to let it go. I still carried the pain but I
understood that I had to learn to live with it.
Is there a secret to life?
Sure, the secret is, there is no secret, secrets are for selling books. You know, some questions don't have answers, they're just part of life and we have to learn to live with them.
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Is age just a number?
Only if you're healthy, living with age related struggles can quickly wear you down. I'm really grateful because I'm going
into my 70's healthy and energized which gives me the
opportunity to still take risks, the only difference is if I get
it wrong no one gets hurt.
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What are the cornerstones to your success?
Professionally I focused on due diligence while having a deep appreciation of what my responsibilities were which was the
safety of other people's lives. I developed a very practiced level of concentration which enhanced my performance and led to consistency which then builds confidence. Also, I had
a holistic approach to the high expectations of guiding, forecasting and fire fighting.
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Can you comment further on what music means to you?
I think it's a fundamental need for all of us to feel like we're
being understood so experiencing this through music and
with others is vital. If I'm listening on my own then the music
is like having another person in the room. Either way, I'm finding that place where I'm most comfortable and secure.
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Is it like that when your writing or recording?
Yes, I enjoy getting lost in the moment where I'm responding honestly without thinking. It's the flow thing again which is a
condition of living that I want to experience. A lot comes
out of a session with a great effort and this appeals to me on
every ​level, physically, mentally and emotionally. Laying
down layers and layers of care has a charm all its own, it's
very fulfilling.
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​Not everyone gets that opportunity.​
Thats true, I believe we all have our name on something
out there but will we be lucky enough to find it? I was and
my life is a success because of it. Becoming a climbing and ski touring guide one of my goals was to provide opportunities
to overcome perceived limits revealing the 'deeper you'
which is that spontaneous joy released when we breakdown
a wall. Through this apogee I saw lots of people at least
have a better sense of who they were.
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Your passion for your life is obvious.
I feel grateful and lucky to have these skills that give me
an opportunity to experience life in a very personal and
meaningful way. The fact that others find the music relatable
has a charm all it's own as well.
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You had some higher profile mentors, how much did that help?
Immensely, the fact that they invited me into their world was enough to motivate and inspire me to consistently deliver my
best effort. Striving for and achieving the highest standards revealed my character and potential. I was lucky to have this level of support and I made it work for me.
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Did you design and build your website?
Yes and I own all the all the rights to the music and most
of the images and video. With the stock video I paid a fee to license the media or made a donation to the artist.
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Do have advice for those trying to discover their sound?
I think you first have to understand what your influences
are then you need to break them down and see what it is
that you find relatable and what skills you have naturally.
From there it could be about finding kindred souls who
are ready to commit to a partnership. This connection can be
difficult to come across but it's worth taking risks to find it.
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You've pursued your art for over 32 years, that's a long time.
I knew I had something original so it was easy to stay with it which led to being energized by small but notable successes. And what at time to be writing and recording original music, it's such a flukey thing that found itself along side the
randomness of genetics and luck. This is a trip I'm enjoying
immensely.
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Do you have a favourite song that you've written?
No, they hit me all the same. In my process I see how my ​
character reveals the songs and the songs then reveal more ​
of my character. I'm going after my best effort when I write and record so I'm attached to whole experience.
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That effort is made better with time no doubt.
Exactly, the reason an idea goes forward is because
of the emerging emotional content. Instinct helps to push things along and with that usually comes the tempo where you discover the cadence of the story which really needs to feel right if you're going to find the heart of the song. If it's hitting you it becomes easier to relax and let go. Each song gives me that so each session is new, unique and exciting.
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That way of thinking seems so far from fire fighting.
In a lot of ways it is which is why my creativity is so
important to my well being. The studio released me from
the demands and responsibilities of emergency scenes
and it's a very effective and organic way to unwind,
process and recharge.
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How much of what you've seen influences your music?
A lot. The fire department is usually first on scene so
we see people when they're most vulnerable and emotional.
Like I said, within the fabric of life I've been given the ability to process these experiences both for myself but also through my songs. Delivering this very intimate level of public service made me more empathetic and understanding of how difficult many peoples lives are
and how well they cope. Some don't do so well and
the humanity of these scenes profoundly influenced my writing as I saw many who tried to overcome themselves
but failed. It's heartbreaking and very real.
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Is the song, Carry Me from personal experience?
Yes, I wrote it after my younger brother died from brain
cancer. He was a true ally and I stayed by his side until
he passed.
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The song looks at grief in a very accepting way.
His passing was so profound and intimate. Once you
enter that phase where the end is near then everyone
is experiencing the same emotions and that connection
brings with it an acceptance and peace.
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Was it a difficult song to write ?
Not at that time because the emotions were so present and I wanted to continue thinking about him and say what he meant to me. In the days leading up to his passing we talked about how the unexpected and grief are conditions
of life. This conversation really helped us both to accept
what we couldn't change. The characterization of the song
comes from this place.
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​​What part of fire fighting concerned you the most?
Emergency scenes are often sudden and unexpected.
At the same time emotions are escalating the scene
could easily be deteriorating and while your brain is
trying to process what to do you're faced with a decision that needs to be made within the next few seconds.
This is what it's all about, you have to make a move
and you don't want to be wrong. I didn't want to be wrong
and I wasn't, I wanted to leave fire fighting on my terms
and I did.
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Retirement must seem like a just reward.
It does and I'm healthy and energized with another passion taking me places I never expected. ​
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Any Sage advice?
Two things, one, be flexible in your reasoning and the
second thing is stop looking for advice, instead, get out there and take a risk. Once you discover your talents it's easier to invest more of yourself. Be clear in your intentions and find collaborators to share the experience with.
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Any last thoughts?
​​ Well from the randomness of life and the experiences at
the fire department what I learned was the only thing
at the end that we take with us is the love we leave behind.
More than memories.
Pretty and nobody's fool.
September 11, 2001.
More than memories.